The Screamed Lullabies of Swans
Written by Valoura, 370 EOD
Written by Valoura, 370 EOD
- The Early History
- The Bloodline
- Threnodyn
- Animal Companions
- Fenestra I
- Fenestra II
- Fenestra III
- Aftermath of Bremen
The Early History
As the son of a Viscount, Laric had a privileged childhood. He was wanted. Loved. He had every opportunity made available to him - right at the fingertips, if only he would reach out and grab it - and should have desired for nothing; he had food, clothing, shelter, an education. But he was deeply unhappy. And he carried that unhappiness through life like a curse.
The family lands were home to ancient ruins. The imagination of youth had turned the ruins into a sort of sacred religion for Laric. He rode his pony through the misty, rolling fields, to place lighted candles in what he presumed to be the remnants of crumbling windowsills, and daydreamed about the people who may have walked the halls when they were whole. Occasionally, a breeze killed the flame, and when he returned the following evening, he found that the candle had partially merged with the ruin, and he lit it again, repeating the process until rivulets of wax ran down the worn, lavender grey stones. This same breeze stirred through the knee-high grass, causing it to ripple like silvery waves in a verdant sea.
Laric's great uncle - an evil man, a greedy man - saw no value in the ruins. He parceled them off to the knights and to the commoners, and worse. One day Laric rode out and found one of the ruins had been toppled and buried. He mourned for it. Raged for it. And he began to have a reoccurring dream of his favorite amongst the ruins. In this dream, he would walk through the rolling fields, until he crested the final hill. Stretching out before him, he could see a vast expanse of fields sporting the stubble of agriculture. To his right was a building he did not recognize, and to his left, the ruin was being demolished. He had sobbed for the ruins in this dream, with the sort of guttural, wracking cries reserved only for the most exquisite of losses: the loss of a dearly beloved one. These sorts of cries were not meant for the loss of an inanimate object, a pile of stones. But night after night, he mourned in his dreams for that which had not yet been taken in the waking realm.
Throughout his life, one by one the ruins fell. With each, Laric's father counseled him that he should not resent his great uncle and should especially not resent the peasantry for what they did. It was important to keep peace with the common folk, and to allow them to work the land so they could provide for their families and survive. But Laric did resent them. His ruins were sacred.
Sometime during his teens, a building was constructed in that field, precisely where it had been in the dream. And it was around this same time that Laric fell ill with the fever which was attributed with scrambling his mind. He recovered but was never truly the same.
Many years passed.
His great uncle died, and Laric was said to have burst through the church doors with a torch in hand - the funeral service having been concealed from him - and lit the church ablaze. The screams of his first cousin, once removed, rent the smoke-filled air, the desecration of her father's corpse furthering the divide within the family. Nobody spoke of this event afterwards. No one dared confront Laric. His Lord father didn't have to threaten any of his people to garner their silence, either, they simply knew.
Recently. It was summer, the corn was high. This wasn't like in the dream. He wasn't cresting the hill, but riding from the other direction, towards the hill, and saw it to his right. Destroyed.
Laric didn't cry. He didn't rage. Instead, he withdrew silently into himself and the horror that was his own thoughts.
In Laric's mind, he had nothing. Technically he had his parents, his cats, and his inheritance, but life had long ago taught him that everything is eventually reduced to dust... naturally, some who had lost their own precious figureheads scoffed at his anguish, pointing out this very fact and warning that he would regret his lack of appreciation later, but this wasn't the Misery Olympics and Laric wasn't exactly rational.
To Laric, the ruins were the only truly eternal thing, and now they were gone. He was utterly and completely alone, forced to confront his own mortality, and the lack of fear he felt towards it, having outlived that which was sacred.
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